Weeping Willow

I want to sleep

underneath the weeping willow

as it cries all night quitely

It's tears all around me

I'll sleep there so soundly

until im allowed finaly

To wake and be happy again

To wake and be happy again.

+Granddady,underneath the weeping willow+

Have you ever seen Weeping Willow? The real one, not only on the TV.. Maybe some of you have already seen it.. I'm seeing it right now.. My mum planted it on the front yard near my room's window.. I've falling in love with that tree since i watched Pocahontas.

For me, Weeping Willow is the symbol of wisdom, peace, and love. It's a huge tree, but it doesn't look arogant, it's a huge tree, it covers us from the sun, it covers us from rain, it gives us some fresh breeze, it cries with us when we cry. Whenever i see it, i feel something peacefull, calm, carring, wise, and everything.

I want to be like a Weeping Willow for everyone that i love. I want to be a place for them to share their problems, I want to be a place for them to share their feelings, I want to be a place for them to feel some peace, cheer with them, and cry with them.

What a day..

Actually, there's nothing bad about today.. Meeting with PoPS went ok.. Meeting with GANDEWA was ok too.. Actually, today was fun. I just.. I don't know.. Suddenly I felt so sick and tired with all my routines. Campus, study, chit chat with friends, back home, sit in front of my laptop, browsing, sleep, and it goes like that.. Everyday.

My friends are ok.. They're the most fun people.. Maybe i'm already bored with all of these things.. I'm bored with campus, i'm bored with sitting in front of my laptop and browsing. My life is controlled by Internet! Gosh.. I really miss the time when i could play outside, going somewhere with friends, just for window shopping.

I need some times to be with nobody but myself. Just one day.. But, until now, i don't get any chance.. Maybe next week.. :)

Btw, i just realized that my english is very bad.. I've been translating a verbatim of an interview since days ago and until now, it's not done yet. I found out that it's soo damn hard! i need to practice more.. :p

My first post on my (3rd) new blog.. :D

Hehehee..... Ngitung dulu ahh... udah brapa kali ya gue ganti blog?? Blog ini kalo ga salah udah blog ketiga deh... And i do hope this is the last one.. Alasan gue ganti-ganti blog adalah.. Gue lupa password! hahaha... kata temen-temen gue.. "Makanya.. bikin password satu aja untuk semuanya!" makanya gue memutuskan ini blog gue yang ga akan gue lupakan passwordnya karena udah dipake untuk 3 account.. :D

Yaps.. take a look and make a comment.. :D